Last Song for 2009: Need To Know; Unanswered Questions

If I could try and remember how it was
I would give anything to remember
But could I chose how it will end
Or just pretend?
Ill try to defend every word I've said
And I'll no longer be in dread
In my head

When my time calls for me to end,
Will I be invited?
When time comes to decide my fate,
Will I still be crying
I need to know....
Before I go
To that kingdom above...

If I could fly, I would
To see old faces once again
If I could show them all
That we are doing fine
Will they believe and keep me
In the cloudy place amongst the Earth
Or will they send me down
To the dirt?

When my time calls for me to end,
Will I be invited?
When time comes to decide my fate,
Will I still be crying
I need to know....
Before I go
To that kingdom above...

Still I'm losing my whole point of veiw
On my own...

If I could try and remember how it was
I would give anything to remember
But could I chose how it will end
Or just pretend?
Ill try to defend every word I've said
And I'll no longer be in dread
In my head
If I could fly, I would
To see old faces once again
If I could show them all
That we are doing fine
Will they believe and keep me
In the cloudy place amongst the Earth
Or will they send me down
To the dirt?

When my time calls for me to end,
Will I be invited?
When time comes to decide my fate,
Will I still be crying
I need to know....
Before I go
To that kingdom above...